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12:05 AM Sun Sep 29 PT by silverspoons

Kimos ays his grandpa knew Don Ho. It was when Hawaii was smaller then. His grandpa perform and lived on another island.

12:04 AM Sun Sep 29 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says my mom misses my dad. Kimo says my dad didn't start a minster. Kimo says his grandma came to Hawaii as part of a cabaret peforming & got pregnant and his grandpa brought her back to Hawaii to raise the child. They stayed together till his mom

graduated high school. His grandpa was a very loved man

12:01 AM Sun Sep 29 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says my dad feel guilt too, She says I didn't see him cry till them. When her dad and her would visit her mom in the sub accute facility. Rubina says stress is a killer. Kimo says your dad over compenstates

12:00 AM Sun Sep 29 PT (edited 2:36 AM PT) by silverspoons

Rubina says she had some rough years as a teen. She didn't speak as much to her mom, now she regrets it. She understands her mom so much now but her mom is gone. Rubina says it brings me to tears. I was so sh*tty to her. I reminded my mom of my dad. My mom

didn't like my dad. Rubina says I was 4 I dodnt know what happened between them. Rubina says my mom paid for everything on her own without my dad, my private school, she put my sister through college. Rubina says by the time I got to college I had to figure it out (her mom was in coma). Rubina says I feel guilt and shame I didn't fix itwith her sooner.
Rubina says I thought when was the last time I hugged her. I feel so bad.

11:53 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says the morning his dad died, a Sunday, he was a minister, he was writing his sermon. Kimo says I went out saturday night and he woke up to his Mom crying hard. Kimo says his nephew went to check on Kimo dad and found his dad dead. Now Kimo says I hover

over this nephew. Kimo says I have self blame.

11:51 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says your dad's passing was sudden? how did you feel? Kimo says he had to take his dad to the ER alot. He tried to be positive. He says there is still grief. A pillar is gone, you feel things. Rubina says I still wonder if I could have done better.

11:50 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says my mom was in a facility dying for 10 years, it was drawn out. It was hard. She knows there is nothing that is perfect. She would break down on mother's day.She felt bad, what does she say, is her mom here or not (she was in a coma for 10 years)

11:47 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says my dad passed away, then his grandma. His grandma had dementia and he wondered if her grandma knew her son died? Rubina says were you in a relationship when your dad passed. He can't remember. Rubina says I was with my ex when my mom died.

11:45 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says my inner child dreamed of being on big brother but he had the childhood insecurties coming in and seeing these people.

11:44 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says when he got to BB, he said everyone looked so good, He said why amI here?He says I was behind Cam and Makensy and Tucker was behind him. Kimo says I had not seen people in years (sequester) and then he sees these beautiful people

11:43 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says looks will fade, you have to have more Rubina says when I was young I would date anyone. Is that people pleasurer? Kimo says self hate. Rubina says we didn't grow up loving oursleves. Kimo says we are older and can manage.

11:42 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says to Kimo, your ex looked like Quinn? Kimo says yes but he is attracted to many types of people. Rubina says I'm not attracted to enough.

11:41 PM Sat Sep 28 PT (edited 2:34 AM PT) by silverspoons

Rubina says to Kimo I don't remember what Tucker looked like(as they sit in front of memory wall?) Kimo says Tucker was lean, swimmer's body, bigger upper half.

11:40 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says he ex had long blond hair, 6 feet, she can't remember blue or green eyes. She says like Peeta in hunger games. Kimo says was he built? Rubina says not as much as Tucker but similair

11:39 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo talking to Rubina. Kimo left for NY and came back. He talked to guys and it never went anywhere. Kimo says I was concerned about NY in general. He left NY and got back into theater scene in HI. He got a gig co-directing.There was a guy going to school

at the college. He was an older student. Kimo was 26 (he can't remember), then he says 27. He can't remember when he came back from NY. Kimo says the guy was work study and they caught each other eyes. Kimo says he was shorter and cute. Rubina says height 5'7". Kimo says he was sweet, not extrovert creative, Kimo was attracted right away. They hung out at theater.Kimo says to finish the story I would have to finish outside the house. Kimo says there were some serious things , he can't say.
Rubina says what happened? how did you date? go out? Kimo says we would drive places, get food, sweet stuff. It became other things. Kimo says the rest gets messy. Rubina says fine. Kimo says it wasn't fine. Rubina says you hurt? Kimo says bad. Kimo says it made me question, diving to deep into things. Kimo says it broke me a lot.
Rubina says did anyone of your ex's meet your family? Kimo didn't answer. Rubina starts talking about her ex.

11:30 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says Quinn didn't understand the severity of T'kor's anger.

11:29 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says I can get mad. Kimo says have you gotten mad during BB? Rubina says I'm not sure you saw it. Kimo says I saw T'kor be upset. Rubina says T'kor mad was refreshing

11:28 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says I'm not against drinking but there is a time and place. I enjoy, I mean I'm a bartender. Kimo says so people when they are younger, and see responsibilites are different. Rubina says I felt badly but I'm in my 30's I'm still fun.

11:27 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says after the ex left her with the lease and covid happpened she satrted roller skating and her social media.

11:26 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says how is your ex. Rubina says my dad still talk to him. Kimo says why? Rubina says I never told my dad what had happened, I didn't tell people.

11:25 PM Sat Sep 28 PT (edited 11:25 PM PT) by silverspoons

Rubina says I still had to work with my ex. Rubina says one day she found out he moved his stuff out without telling her. Rubina says I laid down and cried. Rubina said a week later she ate dinner with him & almost gave him a chance but didnt

11:24 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says we all overstay our welcome in relationships. Rubina says we had a lease, what was I to do. Kimo says who much. Rubina says $1500 plus parking and bills. Kimo says like 2k. Rubina says plus we had a dog together.

11:22 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Kimo says was break up mutual? Rubina says I was mad, so mad. Her best friend's wedding, and she asked her ex not to get (she won't say), not to get too , just one day, she was in the wedding. She saw him and she knew he was (Kimo says Blasted). Rubina says I

tried to get him water but he kept getting drinks. Kimo says what time? Rubina says like 5pm. Rubina says I gave him her bag of stuff and told him to take pictures. She was waiting to go down the aisle (she was in the wedding party). She saw him going through her bag, and took her bra out and put it in the aisle. People told him and he did nothing. After the ceremony he was blasted. Rubina says she wanted to get mad but it was her best friend's wedding. She had to leave early to take him to the hotel and she missed being with all her old friends siting around the fire.

She says he went back to the room, and there was sh&t all over the room. She packed it up. Kimo says oh my. ...

11:16 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina says her ex had land in Hawaii but the were not..Kimo says ohh. Rubina says we lived with his mom for awhile. Rubina says we left and moved in with our co-workers. Then they broke up & she was stuck with lease. Then pandemic.

11:14 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

Rubina and Kimo talking. Rubina says I already hit the bottom and I didn't want to go out every night but he wanted to. It was a thing in his family. Rubiuna said I didn't want to be around it. Rubina says I stayed too long, I was living with his mom & him

10:39 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by maxreality

Cam asks if Makensy will put him up now. Chelsie says Makensy considered it.

10:38 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by maxreality

Chelsie makes fun of Cam's poor comp performance. He lost to Kimo. She says �You�re fired.� He says he didn�t throw it.

7:03 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by silverspoons

All Hg in the living room talking.Makensy says I'm tired and want to take a shower, Can I be called. Chelsie says I'm still wet. Chelsie says that was so fun and so cool. (quiet) Chelsie says it may not today. If Im watching the episode. feeds cut

5:54 PM Sat Sep 28 PT by Ladyjj

Chelsie was telling Makensy that Rubina doesn�t see Cam as a threat.